see how big my preemie outfit is?

I'm in my big boy bed

Hanging out with momma

Grrr.... my hat is too tight!

Lucas is still working on his feeding. He has a lot of trouble with sucking, swallowing and breathing. If you've ever seen a baby turn blue/grey then you know how scary it is. I had another one of those moments this morning. I wish I could make it easier on him, but I know we just have to wait for him to mature and heal enough to do ok. I asked the doctor about the red mark above his left eye today that appeared shortly after his first eye exam. The doctor said that he thinks its a Hemangioma. This has me a little concerned because its on his eye lid. If its just a red patch of skin I can live with it, but the doc said it could grow and potential interupt his sight, but that there are treatments for it so I shouldn't worry. Of Course I worry anyway... It seems that we get past one thing and find that there are more hurdles behind it. I know he's doing excellent though and we're proud of our son's progress so far. He has been expressing himself and his annoyance at being moved from one position to another through little grunts. Its very cute.